I can and WILL make 2011 a great year! I am optimistic, joyful and full of God's love. I know that while my financial status is in shambles at the moment, I am going to work extra hard to make next year one to remember. I know that when 2010 started I was head over heels in love with a boy and that was the greatest feeling in the world. I was floating and no one could bring me down from that cloud. However, that cloud has now fallen and going into the new year there will be no memorable kiss or dance or even that one glance that made my whole body tingle. It is funny how your emotions can change over time. How a person can go from being so needy to realizing that she needs NO ONE to make her whole, except God. I am going to put myself first and really love myself. I am not going to let people in general bring me down. I have said this a MILLION times before, I know. This time feels real, feels right. I will read scripture, I will pray, I will sit outside (when not freezing cold) and I will soak up Mother Earth.
I will become very independent and if he wants to share a life with me and really share it, then he will doing something extraordinary to show me he does, otherwise, I will float off into space.
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