Wedding Day...

Well I am now officially engaged and I have not blogged since I got the ring...I am just still floating in the abyss wondering when I will loose all that is in front of me, because I always do. Nothing ever, ever goes the way I plan. I am optimistic this will be the time where I finally get my prince. I am still leary, just because I have no trust and that is something I need to seriously work on, or I should'nt get married, right? I know NO ONE reads this, but I am certain that my rambling makes ME feel better...lol I am just going to pray and pray daily that God directs me in the path HE wants for me and no one else.