Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Decisions...

Every single decision we make, can and will make or break something else in our life. I am learning this lesson the hard way, unfortunately. I wanted to say that by 32 I was prepared for all that could come my way but the honest truth is, I am prepared for absolutely nothing. I do not know how to be a mother, a friend, a daughter, a lover, a spouse. I only know what my heart tells me and I rely on it far more than I should. I follow my heart and its instinct above everything else. I am a hopeless romantic to a fault. I believe in things that I have been told, time and time again not to. So many people have tried their hardest to break my spirit and I fight. I keep fighting.

Why?

I have no clue.

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