Life really has a funny way of throwing us curve balls. When we least expect it, BAM - right in the forehead. My curve ball, you ask. Karaoke. I love Karaoke, don't get me wrong and it is something I will love to do for the rest of my life. However, my once hobby has now turned into something, bigger and often people say, greater...I do not want to get burnt out on Karaoke. I want to love it as much next month as I do right now. I can not say that being in bars all the time is something I want to spend my life doing. I want SO many things. I want to be a mother, a journalist, a singer, a grandmother someday. I want to do and see so many things. People often take their "hobbies" and turn them into their business. I would be ok with that, IF I got to spend the down time doing things I loved to do with the man I love.
At first, he heard me. I know he can see my heart's desire, they are in front of him constantly. I have hinted, I have even told him point blank - "take me on a picnic at the park, but I want you to plan it and it be your idea" "I wanna read with you, study with you go to Church and bible class, with you" I got nothing. He always says it is because of funds or financial reasons -
There are SO many things a person can do with no money. Be creative. Wow me. I need to be wowed...
Nice and you are correct....there is plenty to do without money. Its doesnt cost to go to a city park along with food you already have in the house and water....its not a matter of no money...its a matter of how truly important your wants and needs are to the one(s) that you love and love you. There somes a time when you have to step back from the small picture and look at view around it.
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